Because out blog doesn’t take weekends off – we posted the first pics of Lindsay Lohan in rehab from Saturday (June 9). Now we are getting word about how bad her lifestyle really was. Lee Weaver is Lindsay Lohan’s former bodyguard and he’s broken his silence about Lindsay’s personal life. Speaking to the News of the World, ” “I lost count of the times I thought she was overdosing and had to carry her out of parties. Every morning I’d breathe a sigh of relief when she was still alive. I would pray every night she wouldn’t kill herself on my watch. I desperately hope she stops doing drugs, but fear that will only happen when she kills someone else with her reckless ways – or kills herself.” Weaver also revealed that she enjoyed frenzied lesbian romps with scores of girls she picked up at parties — and even made a play for chart star Mariah Carey. Lee is now writing his memoirs about the years he spent minding stars, including Kim Basinger, Brad Pitt, Eddie Murphy, Pamela Anderson, Jamie Foxx and Hollywood’s most infamous drug addict Robert Downey Jr.